Hello people!!!
My blog had been so dead because i am lazy to update.haha.
Today,here i am feel like updating my blog.
School already reopen.Back to school with new classmate,teacher n new environment.
I was given the specialisation that i want which is pharmaceutical,yeayyy!!haha..
everything was great just that i miss JC 1001B SO MUCH!!The fun nad laughter that we all had shared i just feel so sad to be apart from you guys=(.No matter what i got to learn to adapt with the new environment and i m sure that i will have fun with my new classmate=).Work wasn`t that great this past few days a lot of things had been happening .fussy customer,scolded from customer and manager..all this really make my mood off.But no matter what we still got to be strong to go through all this as this is life we got to face it=).New class was still great as there still shabana,raudhah and sakinah in the class to rock the JC1001P..YEAYY!!

Why do you have to come and go..

Life was getting more difficult each day.
School work,life,family and many more..
Sometime i feel it is outta control.But i m trying my best to
follow the flow in life.I gotta be strong and face the reality of life,I can`t run away from it but to solve it.I don`t want to breakdown easily as crying could not help me solve anything,instead i should get up and do something about it and have a positive mindset.I tried to take things easy.Now i really worried about my studies,I scared that i cannot make it as things were getting tougher too.But no i m not gonna give up,i m sure that everything gonna be just fine.The truth is that nowdays i tend to forget things easily,really.I m really,really sorry lola that i forgotten to bring my laptop seriously..I also wanna tell u that u got to be strong and never give up easily because i m always here for you.I will be your pillar of support,k.I may not be of a great help but i m always here to listen to you.Not only me,there is also our lady rara with us.=)so cheer up=)love yeah!!

Labels: life getting tougher

Sometime this life is difficult to understand.
Everything seem to be wrong in every way that i do..
I hate this life sometime..but i noe it`s not the right thing to
give up now!!!I m trying to be strong.no matter how unfair life is sometime.
I m sorie my dearest fren,i was not there by ur side when u needed me the most..but no matter wad u got to be strong.I will pray for you dun worry,k=)
LOLA thank u for always there for me..i will cheer up dun worry,k..

last two days i m having leadership sumit,with other of the sc member from different collage.It was verrrry fun,haha.I get to make new friends over there.It was very nice to meet all of them.I also learn a lot of new things from there.But the end of the day it was soo tiring like hell.Go back only i straight away bath then go to sleep.But yesterday the sumit things thing were really enjoyable and memorable.Especially the dinner we took a lots of photos like mo other days,hahaha.It was sooo fun.Then me lola n rara,we ran after our paparazi like crazy with our skirt and heel on.hahaha so funny seyy that part.I already have soo much fun now.Now back to do project before school reopen,i believe we can finish our project on time.Yes we can do it lola,rara n keenah.I looking forward to meet you girls to do our project together.love ya!!!WE CAN DO IT!!!

Not to forget today is my beloved younger brither birthday,AQIL!!!!
HAHA..he is a iretating brother of mine and we will always fight.
But no matter what i still love u brother and i can`t afford to lose u as u are very important to me in may ways.last n for all `HAPPY BIRTHDAY`!!!

tHAT for today...=)

Labels: dare to dream..

Today was very,very,very `FUN`!!!!
At last i get to meet my secondary school friend.I really miss darm much!!!
Seriously,after meeting them today.I was really darm happy.God knows how much i miss them.I hope this is not gonna be our last meeting..I was so excited to meet them until my heart is not on my project which i was supposed to do with my group mate,today .I m sorie lola i know u pissed off with me at the first place..I know u understand what i feel too,rite?I m also glad to know that u are not angry with me anymore.LOVE U LOLA!!u are the best!!-)
Today,we also celebrate bestie belated birthday.The seven connection planned it and with joey too.haha..bestie was so touched until she break to tears.
But seriously i really enjoyed myself today.I took lots of photos with them so that whenever i miss them i will look at their photos.But so sad attika are unable to join us today,how i wish she were there too.Then it would be more fun.I also wanna wish all the best to my lovely buddies all the best with their journey to o level i noe u all can make it to poly.love u guys a loxxx..
To eida n aien
I m sorie for nt replying ur msg,k..hehex
but no matter wad i love u guys n i shall never ever forget my seven connection buddies.That`s for real!!=)
Not to forget i also had fun with lola n yayah!!!thay were fun!!!love u guys too!!!

Hello!!people i m back..haha.It had been soo long since i update my blog.
I am very 'HAPPY' as now i m having my school holiday.YEAh!!!
I dun have to wake up early in the morning to go to school,and can wake up
late.But then there are also project that are need to be done before school reopen.Yesterday was our first meeting to do our project but then we laugh a lots,hahaha..Lola n rara were very funny sia.Especially lola reaction,very funny seyy.haha,you know i know.=)We instead of doing project we do other things,watch horror show lah and etc..
very the kecoh yesterday and i really enjoyed myself.
I also thought of wanting to work but then i scared that i can`t manage my time.
There are project also need to be done,haiya!Got to think about it.
My brother also suggest me a few places where i can work which is also quite near my houses,which i don`t know if i really want to work..

Labels: I will be smiling if i were to see u happy=)

Sometime i feel like giving up in my course,as sometime
i find it difficult to manage.Whenever it was my turn for phase test
i always got nervous and in the end i didn`t do well.But i know it`s
not the right time to give up now if i can manage my study in this 2 months plus
i know i can do it.It just the matter of study hard,put in effort in your study and confidence in myself.I hope i still have the strength in me to do well in my study.I believe that "anythings that is worth having is sure its not worth fighting for quitting is out of the question when its gets tough godda fight some more".

I wan to wish my dad a `Happy Birthday`.I love you very much dad.
Eventhough i hardly say i love to you in my heart i always love u and you still the best dad ever.Eventhough sometimes things were not that good i know you did that because you care for me.I really do appreciate it.

To my dearest lola,
Thank you for accompany me back home and everything that you did for me.
I really do appreciate it.I know it may be quite frustrating with me sometime but you still bear with it and i really grateful to have a friend like you which is hardly for me to find.You always there for me when i need you and never you leave me alone.There are times when we had a misunderstanding and we have a talk and things went well.You know when there`s a quarrel in a friendship means we care for each other.Yeah your friendship means a lots to me and i don`t want to lose a friend like you to be honest.I m trying to change myself to become a better friend so that you have less worry bout me and don`t give you headache anymore.Let`s forget about the unhappiness times and think about the happy moment where we share about each other joke and laugh our ass out.=)I want to start a fresh.That`s all and i love you..
xoxo
elmo

To you,ya you..
I m sorry for what i msg you just now and ya i know
it hurts and it is also hurts for me to said that to you.It is also
hard for me to say all that to you.Maybe it is the best way for me in letting you go,i guess..=(I don`t know.I just had to follow the flow in life.I also don`t want you to wait for me anymore.But nvm it is for the best for both of us.Yeah i do admit i had feeling for you eventhough i nvr tell you.

Labels: got to be strong

Every minutes like an hour,
every hours like a days,
every day lasts forever.

Sometime i don`t know what happened to me,
I don`t know what an i doing,
I don`t` know where am i going,
I just felt as if i lost in this world.
I felt scared whenever i had this feeling.
Sometime i felt like giving up in this world,but no i won`t coz i m strong.
There`s a hero if you look inside your heart.You don`t have to be afraid of what you are.There`s an answer if you reach into your soul and the sorrow that you know will melt away.when you feel like hope is gone look inside you and be strong.

There are upside down in life which we could not run but to face it.
Yesterday,sc thing was ok lah i m having fun and at the same time i m able to make new friends over there.They were funny.Unable to go for kenduri as i was already late ,dad then said he will fetch me home.I then join my team for dinner which my sc leader promise us that he would treat us.hehe.He was nice and at the same time he also taught me a lots of new things which was pretty interesting.His word also motivate me in my lifes.Thx a loxx m.j.=)You make me stand on my feet and be strong.Yeah now i realised how beautiful life is and how to make full use of it.A smile on our face does make a difference.

yay!!me and bestie are ok already..we dun fight anymore,k..hehe..love u.
Tmrw i dun have to come to school as i m not taking tmrw phase test..But all the best for your test to my lovely lola and keenah.My dearset and lovely cousin syafiqah aqilah sleepover my house today,yeah..She company and make this dull sunday fun.She make me laugh.thank you cousin dun worry i will always remember you..a big hug for you and all the best for your geography test tmrw.Today my family outing were great too,having lots of fun with my lovely brothers love u all many,many..My father birthday is in two days time and i had no idea what to buy for him..But i bought for him a birthday card already,hehe..love u dad.=)=)

Labels: I will always be me and i m not gonna change..

Always follow your heart in whatever you do.If you want to do something
then go for it!!Believe in yourself=)Life is to short make full use of it.
Smile to other people and make their day!!=)

Labels: life is too short to be sad..

I m just one person.
I can`t do so many things and i can`t make everyone smile
at the same time.Ya i m not prefect and nobody`s prefect in this world.
Everyone make mistake.

My dearest fren fasiha,

Ya about what yesterday you told me that i didn`t talk to you much.
That i didn`t got to answer because yesterday i was sooo daarm tired.
Sorry lah,k.It is not what you think and i hope you understand me because we already
know each other for four years of friendship and i m still counting on.Don`t worry our friendship is not going to change.I promise you on that.=)We were in different class and in the new environment that we both have to get use to it.But no matter what it is we still bff,k?ily..

k,now..I also can`t wait for lola birthday.haha.especially the birthady bash part.
Waiting for the days to come.=)ya i miss lola too.

I love justin biber song-baby.haha.I will make sure that
i will listen to his song every morning,when i was on my way to school.
Today school was very fun,fun,fun,fun..haha.Our class celebrate last month and this month birthday.After that the girls in our class were very kecoh,haha..we go throw cupcakes and water at each other and we get dirty all over.But too bad all of us forget to bring extra clothes.me,rara and lola had to go for our xtra lesson wet and dirty to the class.A bit dirty only.But then in class still we making jokes and laugh haha..I really enjoyed today.Next week got to be serious because i got my phase test feel really nervous when the teacher was looking at you.I hope lola enjoyed today celebration.k.hehe.Not to forget my bff fasiha people must be wondering how was she?yeah she`s fine and still the joker.We hardly together because bz with our own life.Yeah sometime i miss her too.But sometime we tried to hang out together during our break and after school and make jokes.Most importantly i treasure my friendship with all my friends.I hopes the rest of seven connection are fine too,imy all badly.tk bedek.Including aliffah and sakinah.You girls tc.

I m trying to make you just as my friend.yeah.

Labels: love can come anytime and anywhere.

Dearest lola,

I had read ur blog and i had to admit that i was so
touch reading ur blog.At the same time i had to admit that i felt like crying at the same time.Ya me too i also didn`t want to lose a friend like you. our misunderstanding today,I just hope it didn`t happen again.I m sorry if there are days i m unable to understand u.But i m really trying my best to be a good friend and one thing that you must know that i don`t like to hurt my friend feeling.I am sorry to hurt you today.I just love to see you happy and i don`t like when i had to see you unhappy which friend would be happy to see their friend unhappy,btol tk?I told you right that if you are unhappy i m also going to be unhappy.I just want to see a beautiful smile on your face,k.you happy i am also happy.I noe lola is a strong person and she can overcome all the things that had happened to her.u can do it,ok..Just follow the flow in life.syg lola ok.smile.

I hope tomorrow going to be a great day..

Labels: I M HAPPY IF YOU ARE HAPPY..

School reopen tomorrow,yeah..But i still not feeling sleepy now.
Maybe i was so excited for tomorrow,i can`t wait to see lola and rara..
haha..They always make me laugh in school without fail.love you all many,many..
see u all tomorrow at simei mrt..

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A few of my friend said to me that i had been mia,for a few weeks.haha.
Actually no lah i was busy with life in ite.A lot of things need to be done.
n ya i miss aliffah eventhough we are in the same school.We hardly meet each other.u tc ok??n ya not to forget i oso miss lola n rara..their joke and everything.hope u guys are having fun,ok??Lola i was so touch by your msg,when u say u miss me.hahaha..ya,ya i miss u too.I can`t wait to see you when school reopen,k?
I also wanna wish a `HAPPY BIRTHDAY`TO STAR..I m having lots of fun when i hang out with you last sat.you are very funny lah,miss your joke.This few weeks i am having lots of fun and i really enjoy it.But of course there`s are unhappy days too,which u had to go through it too.As this is what we called life.=)There are up and down in life.

True love only happen once in a lifetime..
Treasure it and keep it safely..
Dun let it go..

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ATTIKA AZMAN!!!!I REALLY MISS YOU A LOTS,TOO.
I was so touch when i was reading your post,you almost make me cry.
You remind me of the secondary time that we had spent together.
Be strong ok!even though me n fas may not be there beside you,physically.We are always here for you.Meet up soon,k.It is a must,haha..I also miss my sevenconnection where some of them bz with their o level and ite life.Really miss you all a lots...tc ok!

OwneR

Atiqah Adiputra
Going to be 17 years old soon
Love 7connection and love all my frens