It was just me..

2010-07-11T01:17:00.002+08:00

Hello people!!!
My blog had been so dead because i am lazy to update.haha.
Today,here i am feel like updating my blog.
School already reopen.Back to school with new classmate,teacher n new environment.
I was given the specialisation that i want which is pharmaceutical,yeayyy!!haha..
everything was great just that i miss JC 1001B SO MUCH!!The fun nad laughter that we all had shared i just feel so sad to be apart from you guys=(.No matter what i got to learn to adapt with the new environment and i m sure that i will have fun with my new classmate=).Work wasn`t that great this past few days a lot of things had been happening .fussy customer,scolded from customer and manager..all this really make my mood off.But no matter what we still got to be strong to go through all this as this is life we got to face it=).New class was still great as there still shabana,raudhah and sakinah in the class to rock the JC1001P..YEAYY!!

Why do you have to come and go..

2010-04-12T22:07:00.005+08:00

Life was getting more difficult each day.
School work,life,family and many more..
Sometime i feel it is outta control.But i m trying my best to
follow the flow in life.I gotta be strong and face the reality of life,I can`t run away from it but to solve it.I don`t want to breakdown easily as crying could not help me solve anything,instead i should get up and do something about it and have a positive mindset.I tried to take things easy.Now i really worried about my studies,I scared that i cannot make it as things were getting tougher too.But no i m not gonna give up,i m sure that everything gonna be just fine.The truth is that nowdays i tend to forget things easily,really.I m really,really sorry lola that i forgotten to bring my laptop seriously..I also wanna tell u that u got to be strong and never give up easily because i m always here for you.I will be your pillar of support,k.I may not be of a great help but i m always here to listen to you.Not only me,there is also our lady rara with us.=)so cheer up=)love yeah!!

feeling doooooooooooooown!!!!!

2010-04-08T21:34:00.003+08:00

Sometime this life is difficult to understand.
Everything seem to be wrong in every way that i do..
I hate this life sometime..but i noe it`s not the right thing to
give up now!!!I m trying to be strong.no matter how unfair life is sometime.
I m sorie my dearest fren,i was not there by ur side when u needed me the most..but no matter wad u got to be strong.I will pray for you dun worry,k=)
LOLA thank u for always there for me..i will cheer up dun worry,k..

SC WAS VERRRRY FUN!!!

2010-04-01T15:16:00.003+08:00

last two days i m having leadership sumit,with other of the sc member from different collage.It was verrrry fun,haha.I get to make new friends over there.It was very nice to meet all of them.I also learn a lot of new things from there.But the end of the day it was soo tiring like hell.Go back only i straight away bath then go to sleep.But yesterday the sumit things thing were really enjoyable and memorable.Especially the dinner we took a lots of photos like mo other days,hahaha.It was sooo fun.Then me lola n rara,we ran after our paparazi like crazy with our skirt and heel on.hahaha so funny seyy that part.I already have soo much fun now.Now back to do project before school reopen,i believe we can finish our project on time.Yes we can do it lola,rara n keenah.I looking forward to meet you girls to do our project together.love ya!!!WE CAN DO IT!!!

Not to forget today is my beloved younger brither birthday,AQIL!!!!
HAHA..he is a iretating brother of mine and we will always fight.
But no matter what i still love u brother and i can`t afford to lose u as u are very important to me in may ways.last n for all `HAPPY BIRTHDAY`!!!

tHAT for today...=)

2010-03-26T21:09:00.009+08:00

Today was very,very,very `FUN`!!!!
At last i get to meet my secondary school friend.I really miss darm much!!!
Seriously,after meeting them today.I was really darm happy.God knows how much i miss them.I hope this is not gonna be our last meeting..I was so excited to meet them until my heart is not on my project which i was supposed to do with my group mate,today .I m sorie lola i know u pissed off with me at the first place..I know u understand what i feel too,rite?I m also glad to know that u are not angry with me anymore.LOVE U LOLA!!u are the best!!-)
Today,we also celebrate bestie belated birthday.The seven connection planned it and with joey too.haha..bestie was so touched until she break to tears.
But seriously i really enjoyed myself today.I took lots of photos with them so that whenever i miss them i will look at their photos.But so sad attika are unable to join us today,how i wish she were there too.Then it would be more fun.I also wanna wish all the best to my lovely buddies all the best with their journey to o level i noe u all can make it to poly.love u guys a loxxx..
To eida n aien
I m sorie for nt replying ur msg,k..hehex
but no matter wad i love u guys n i shall never ever forget my seven connection buddies.That`s for real!!=)
Not to forget i also had fun with lola n yayah!!!thay were fun!!!love u guys too!!!

YEAH!!

2010-03-25T11:58:00.004+08:00

Hello!!people i m back..haha.It had been soo long since i update my blog.
I am very 'HAPPY' as now i m having my school holiday.YEAh!!!
I dun have to wake up early in the morning to go to school,and can wake up
late.But then there are also project that are need to be done before school reopen.Yesterday was our first meeting to do our project but then we laugh a lots,hahaha..Lola n rara were very funny sia.Especially lola reaction,very funny seyy.haha,you know i know.=)We instead of doing project we do other things,watch horror show lah and etc..
very the kecoh yesterday and i really enjoyed myself.
I also thought of wanting to work but then i scared that i can`t manage my time.
There are project also need to be done,haiya!Got to think about it.
My brother also suggest me a few places where i can work which is also quite near my houses,which i don`t know if i really want to work..

2010-03-13T19:52:00.002+08:00

Sometime i feel like giving up in my course,as sometime
i find it difficult to manage.Whenever it was my turn for phase test
i always got nervous and in the end i didn`t do well.But i know it`s
not the right time to give up now if i can manage my study in this 2 months plus
i know i can do it.It just the matter of study hard,put in effort in your study and confidence in myself.I hope i still have the strength in me to do well in my study.I believe that "anythings that is worth having is sure its not worth fighting for quitting is out of the question when its gets tough godda fight some more".

My lifes

2010-03-02T17:25:00.004+08:00

I wan to wish my dad a `Happy Birthday`.I love you very much dad.
Eventhough i hardly say i love to you in my heart i always love u and you still the best dad ever.Eventhough sometimes things were not that good i know you did that because you care for me.I really do appreciate it.

To my dearest lola,
Thank you for accompany me back home and everything that you did for me.
I really do appreciate it.I know it may be quite frustrating with me sometime but you still bear with it and i really grateful to have a friend like you which is hardly for me to find.You always there for me when i need you and never you leave me alone.There are times when we had a misunderstanding and we have a talk and things went well.You know when there`s a quarrel in a friendship means we care for each other.Yeah your friendship means a lots to me and i don`t want to lose a friend like you to be honest.I m trying to change myself to become a better friend so that you have less worry bout me and don`t give you headache anymore.Let`s forget about the unhappiness times and think about the happy moment where we share about each other joke and laugh our ass out.=)I want to start a fresh.That`s all and i love you..
xoxo
elmo

To you,ya you..
I m sorry for what i msg you just now and ya i know
it hurts and it is also hurts for me to said that to you.It is also
hard for me to say all that to you.Maybe it is the best way for me in letting you go,i guess..=(I don`t know.I just had to follow the flow in life.I also don`t want you to wait for me anymore.But nvm it is for the best for both of us.Yeah i do admit i had feeling for you eventhough i nvr tell you.

2010-03-01T02:11:00.002+08:00

Every minutes like an hour,
every hours like a days,
every day lasts forever.

Sometime i don`t know what happened to me,
I don`t know what an i doing,
I don`t` know where am i going,
I just felt as if i lost in this world.
I felt scared whenever i had this feeling.
Sometime i felt like giving up in this world,but no i won`t coz i m strong.
There`s a hero if you look inside your heart.You don`t have to be afraid of what you are.There`s an answer if you reach into your soul and the sorrow that you know will melt away.when you feel like hope is gone look inside you and be strong.

Life was great if we appreciate it and make full use of it.

2010-03-01T00:59:00.001+08:00

There are upside down in life which we could not run but to face it.
Yesterday,sc thing was ok lah i m having fun and at the same time i m able to make new friends over there.They were funny.Unable to go for kenduri as i was already late ,dad then said he will fetch me home.I then join my team for dinner which my sc leader promise us that he would treat us.hehe.He was nice and at the same time he also taught me a lots of new things which was pretty interesting.His word also motivate me in my lifes.Thx a loxx m.j.=)You make me stand on my feet and be strong.Yeah now i realised how beautiful life is and how to make full use of it.A smile on our face does make a difference.

yay!!me and bestie are ok already..we dun fight anymore,k..hehe..love u.
Tmrw i dun have to come to school as i m not taking tmrw phase test..But all the best for your test to my lovely lola and keenah.My dearset and lovely cousin syafiqah aqilah sleepover my house today,yeah..She company and make this dull sunday fun.She make me laugh.thank you cousin dun worry i will always remember you..a big hug for you and all the best for your geography test tmrw.Today my family outing were great too,having lots of fun with my lovely brothers love u all many,many..My father birthday is in two days time and i had no idea what to buy for him..But i bought for him a birthday card already,hehe..love u dad.=)=)

Follow your heart

2010-02-22T22:47:00.003+08:00

Always follow your heart in whatever you do.If you want to do something
then go for it!!Believe in yourself=)Life is to short make full use of it.
Smile to other people and make their day!!=)

2010-02-22T21:40:00.000+08:00

=(

2010-02-21T11:09:00.003+08:00

I m just one person.
I can`t do so many things and i can`t make everyone smile
at the same time.Ya i m not prefect and nobody`s prefect in this world.
Everyone make mistake.

2010-02-21T10:32:00.002+08:00

My dearest fren fasiha,

Ya about what yesterday you told me that i didn`t talk to you much.
That i didn`t got to answer because yesterday i was sooo daarm tired.
Sorry lah,k.It is not what you think and i hope you understand me because we already
know each other for four years of friendship and i m still counting on.Don`t worry our friendship is not going to change.I promise you on that.=)We were in different class and in the new environment that we both have to get use to it.But no matter what it is we still bff,k?ily..

k,now..I also can`t wait for lola birthday.haha.especially the birthady bash part.
Waiting for the days to come.=)ya i miss lola too.

2010-02-20T02:25:00.000+08:00

Happy moments

2010-02-20T01:12:00.006+08:00

I love justin biber song-baby.haha.I will make sure that
i will listen to his song every morning,when i was on my way to school.
Today school was very fun,fun,fun,fun..haha.Our class celebrate last month and this month birthday.After that the girls in our class were very kecoh,haha..we go throw cupcakes and water at each other and we get dirty all over.But too bad all of us forget to bring extra clothes.me,rara and lola had to go for our xtra lesson wet and dirty to the class.A bit dirty only.But then in class still we making jokes and laugh haha..I really enjoyed today.Next week got to be serious because i got my phase test feel really nervous when the teacher was looking at you.I hope lola enjoyed today celebration.k.hehe.Not to forget my bff fasiha people must be wondering how was she?yeah she`s fine and still the joker.We hardly together because bz with our own life.Yeah sometime i miss her too.But sometime we tried to hang out together during our break and after school and make jokes.Most importantly i treasure my friendship with all my friends.I hopes the rest of seven connection are fine too,imy all badly.tk bedek.Including aliffah and sakinah.You girls tc.

I m trying to make you just as my friend.yeah.

LOLA!!

2010-02-18T19:46:00.002+08:00

Dearest lola,

I had read ur blog and i had to admit that i was so
touch reading ur blog.At the same time i had to admit that i felt like crying at the same time.Ya me too i also didn`t want to lose a friend like you. our misunderstanding today,I just hope it didn`t happen again.I m sorry if there are days i m unable to understand u.But i m really trying my best to be a good friend and one thing that you must know that i don`t like to hurt my friend feeling.I am sorry to hurt you today.I just love to see you happy and i don`t like when i had to see you unhappy which friend would be happy to see their friend unhappy,btol tk?I told you right that if you are unhappy i m also going to be unhappy.I just want to see a beautiful smile on your face,k.you happy i am also happy.I noe lola is a strong person and she can overcome all the things that had happened to her.u can do it,ok..Just follow the flow in life.syg lola ok.smile.

I hope tomorrow going to be a great day..

2010-02-16T22:55:00.002+08:00

School reopen tomorrow,yeah..But i still not feeling sleepy now.
Maybe i was so excited for tomorrow,i can`t wait to see lola and rara..
haha..They always make me laugh in school without fail.love you all many,many..
see u all tomorrow at simei mrt..

2010-02-15T20:05:00.004+08:00

A few of my friend said to me that i had been mia,for a few weeks.haha.
Actually no lah i was busy with life in ite.A lot of things need to be done.
n ya i miss aliffah eventhough we are in the same school.We hardly meet each other.u tc ok??n ya not to forget i oso miss lola n rara..their joke and everything.hope u guys are having fun,ok??Lola i was so touch by your msg,when u say u miss me.hahaha..ya,ya i miss u too.I can`t wait to see you when school reopen,k?
I also wanna wish a `HAPPY BIRTHDAY`TO STAR..I m having lots of fun when i hang out with you last sat.you are very funny lah,miss your joke.This few weeks i am having lots of fun and i really enjoy it.But of course there`s are unhappy days too,which u had to go through it too.As this is what we called life.=)There are up and down in life.

True love only happen once in a lifetime..
Treasure it and keep it safely..
Dun let it go..

2010-01-27T20:43:00.005+08:00

ATTIKA AZMAN!!!!I REALLY MISS YOU A LOTS,TOO.
I was so touch when i was reading your post,you almost make me cry.
You remind me of the secondary time that we had spent together.
Be strong ok!even though me n fas may not be there beside you,physically.We are always here for you.Meet up soon,k.It is a must,haha..I also miss my sevenconnection where some of them bz with their o level and ite life.Really miss you all a lots...tc ok!

2010-01-23T13:05:00.002+08:00

Today,wake up in the morning.I already have a bad headache.
haiz.School is always great, with a bunch of lovely frens around me.
They were funny and always love to make u laugh even if u are down.Their joke will be 100% funny.I wondering y ppl are having mood swing today and ytd.??????.....

2010-01-16T20:10:00.002+08:00

I feel like crying out inside my heart,
I don`t know wether what i m doing now is right,
I also don`t know shall i m telling you the truth.
Coz it hurt me in the inside for not telling you.
It hurt me most when you say that you want to give up in life.
n..n...n..when you say you want to forget bout me.
maybe that is the best way for you.=(
(people who are tired reading my blog can please leave.As it is my blog and my wish what i want to write you dun have to comment.)

Life is to short,
for me to be sad.
So i gonna try to be happy
n forget bout u toooooo...
maybe tmrw gonna be a happy day for me..

To rusydina i m sorie,k..
That i didn`t get to accompany you today.

2010-01-15T22:28:00.002+08:00

Today i m sooo happy,until no words can describe hw excited i m today.
But no matter what i still thinking bout u.I still remember aliffah phrase which i really love it.
Love is in the air,
u cannot see it,
but u can feel it.

Just now hang out with aliffah,sakinah and jannah.
my gerlfren love them a loxx..It was darm fun.I think aliffah juz nw forget to eat her medicine,haha..she`s going crazy just now.love u lah aliffah.to sakinah last long ok gf!!!u noe wad i mean.

2010-01-14T21:11:00.005+08:00

I think i m suck in making promises with guys.I really do.
keep hurting ur feeling.It is best if u just forget me n think that i nvr
exist in this world,really.I just dun deserve ur love.Maybe u can find a more better gerl outside there.better then me.I also didn`t mean to break our promises.

Today schl keep laughing a lot with my fren,seriously.hahax.
every hour,min n sec we would laugh.like crazy ppl like that haha.
shabana belanja all of us,hw sweet of her.she laugh2 until want to go to the
toilet,her face reaction was soo funny seriously.sakeenah,raudha n shabana were really fun!!They make me feel like going to school everyday.Tmrw i going to meet jannah,as i really miss her a lots.see u tmrw gf.

2010-01-12T16:37:00.002+08:00

I just get to found out today,that everything what
you said to me are all fake.You just said that to me
just to make me feel jealous but i am not.Don`t know why
u have to do all this,haiz.When i get to know all this i was feeling frustrating.
All i noe that i just want to forget bout all this.
Things that had happened in the past,
we had to forget bout it,
coz we cannot turn bck the time,
the only thing that we can now is to look forward in the future
and do more better.

My fren shabana contact me just now saying that she decided
not to change her course.When i heard that i was soo excited
as there are only 4 malay gerlz in our class.They also help me to motivate
me in my study.

This few days were such a tiring day for me,smore schl was very far from my house.

2010-01-08T22:57:00.002+08:00

I don`t know that life in ite could be that sooo tiring like hell.
Seriously it was darm freaking tired.But i gotta bear with it.
School was so far fun,get to make a few friends in my class.
My teacher was darm really strict sia,cannot do this and cannot do that.WTH!!
Smore school start at 8 and my house was darm freaking far from my school.
Gotta wake up very early more earlier then i used to wake up during secondary school.If we are late for class we get 0 for our attandence.Nowdays i really feel very tired.Today after school hang out with fas and aliffah it was very fun as we got to make a lots of lame jokes,hahaha.After that went to meet attika gf at anchorpoint miss her a loxx man.I also miss the rest of sevenconnection tooo!!!Next week didn`t get to go to school with fasiha coz she start school at different time so sad seyy..

The breakup..

2010-01-02T02:17:00.002+08:00

Today,I didn`t really got mood.I also just break up with love.
I don`t know why but i feel hurt right now,eventhough it was me who asked for breakup.It had been 5 months we are together,now it was the end of it just like that.We had go through together a lot in our relationship that i find it was difficult for me to let it go.But i did all this as there was a reason.I didn`t want it to effect his studies and i didn`t want to hurt him anymore.The clock now show 2.35 and i just can`t go to sleep just yet..haix..
Love was a really nice guy i mean really nice nad always be there for me when i need him.Thank you for everything that you did for me.
Before i forget it was Nur Diana birthday today,hahax..
`HAPPY BIRTHDAY` LOVE YOU ALWAYS..

2009-12-31T23:55:00.003+08:00

I m confused with myself sometime,I don`t know
what i want in a relationship sometime.I
m always end up hurting other people feeling.haiz..
I just don`t think if i m ready for any relationship,just yet.
As i don`t want to hurt any guy feeling,anymore.Firr gave me two days to
think bout it if i still want to continue this relationship
or end it.All i want now is what is the best for him and what is the best
for me.I also wanna wish happy new year to all my friend!!!

2009-12-24T14:49:00.002+08:00

Love is not about how long
the relationship is,it is
about how much we love each other.

I was so touch reading aliffah,blog.
it was soo sweet of you.Ily lox..
Wee Joey also makes my day yesterday,
she send me a text massage saying that she will
not forget me and treated me like her sister.
Haha,it was soo sweet of her eventhought
she sometime like to bully me in school.
She was actually a nice girl who really care about her
friend and love to make her friend laugh.

Bukit Merah Seconday is like my second home,
the teachers are like my parents who love to nag,
the friends are like my brother and sister
where we study and play games together.
Share our love with each other btw teacher`s and friend`s.

I WILL BE STRONG

2009-12-21T01:48:00.002+08:00

Many of my friend and my aunt and uncle were
worried about me.I just want to tell all of you that
i am fine now.(To those who want to know and concern)
I am `STRONG` now.I decided that i m gonna move on
and think positive in life.To be success in life we got
to face obstacle in life.Believe in ourselves that we can do
it more better the next time.Next year i gonna study hard,insyallah.
I want to thanks jannah a few days back for cheering me up at msn.
But sorry that time u chat with me,i don`t really entertain you
coz i no mood.

Love went to malaysia i guess,i miss him a lot.
Nowdays,i guess it going to be difficult for us to
contact.Just can`t imagine if i were going to ite,what
gonna happen to our relationship.Still i will always think about my
study.

2009-12-19T18:15:00.002+08:00

I had gotten my result,can said i m quite satisfied.
Alhamdulilah,I get to pass all my subject.
But I had make my mind that i m gonna go ite.
Btw i want to thanks all my fren
Shuhaidah
Jannah
Aien
Fasiha
n attika.

Thank u for all ur concern and care!!who are there for
me when i break down and give words of motivation to encourage me.
LOVE U GALZ LOX!!!

True fren like u are hard to find,harder to leave n impossible to forget.
you will always be my best buddy,for now,tomorrow and forever.
All those 4 years with u all are the best day of my lives.(tears are in my eyes)

Hang out with my scout frenz

2009-12-15T23:39:00.005+08:00

Today,I went out with murni and
rusydina.Hang out together before they all
bz with their personal life.Having lots of fun with them.Especially
rusydina,haha,i can`t stop laughing looking at her.
I shall not forget our time that we had spent together during
our scout time,the laugh n happy moment that we all had shared.
To my dearest rusydina,sorie to left u alone at the mrt,k.I m really sorie.
I really got to go to buy for my mum something.tc k.Saw aien,star n jannah at bugis,haha.Aien was `hot` seyy seriously.haha.I m not kidding.
Love my scout fren n seven connection a loxxx..

FOR YOU

2009-12-06T00:17:00.004+08:00

TO MY DEAREST FREN ATTIKA,

I noe hw u are feeling now,but u got to
be strong.That is wad we kol love ,that
u had to went through it.
In love there are sweet n sour time.

He may be out of your sight for weeks or maybe month,
but he wiill not be out of your heart,
he may be out of your reach,
but not out of your mind,
as he will always remain special for you.

Remember when there`s a will there`s a way.
If u noe u really love hym,there are always a way for u n hym to solve it.
Last long ok.I LOVE YOU!!!

2009-12-04T16:24:00.002+08:00

Shuhaidah thank u for the wonderful post.
Ya,u ar rite we sevenconnection are not only
fren but we are oso like sister alreadi.We are
always there for one another when we got
problem.Your post also make me burst into tears.
love u.
This One whole week i didn`t get to go out,thx to my mama.
I was grounded.It was so darm bored at home like in prison.
I can`t wait to go out nxt week.YIPPY!!
Sitting at home also give me headache with both my
younger bro keep quarreling 24hr.Aaaaaaah,i cannot stand them.
But no matter wad they are still my bro.

Baby alreadi come bck from his 5 days camp.I miss him n love him very much.

2009-12-03T15:59:00.004+08:00

Seriously toking!!I really miss my fren lox..
The journey that we had went through together
since sec 1 will always be kept in my memories.
They are lovely bunch of ppl that i had met make me who i m nw,
without them i dun noe wad my life will be.
They make me laugh when i m down.
They are there for me when i need someone to tok to.
They give me confidence in myself.
They pick me up when i fall.

They are my lovely girlfren..
First of all is my bestie,FASIHA
Lovely Attika
Lovely shuhaidah
lovely aien
lovely jannah
Lovely aliffah
Lovely sakinah
Lovely aisyah
love u lox..
one more person that is rusydina.

Truely great fren like u are hard to find,difficult to leave and impossible to forget.

I hope we will be girlfren forever.

To diana i wan thx to u too,for oso being my fren.I will always treasure our friendship eventhough i had no idea wad hapened to our friendship.

2009-12-01T17:15:00.004+08:00

It had been a long time,since went blogging.
Today, i decided to blog as it was so darm boring
all day doing nothing but watch tv and play internet.
I thought of going queenstown national library today.
But it was sooooo hot that i decided that i didn`t want to go,bt maybe tmrw then i m going.I will upload photo that this past few days i had been doing.All this photo was taken during my trip to malaysia,it was sooo fun over there that i really did enjoyed with my family.I hope to go there again.At the same time i also feel scared for my N level result.I dun noe wether i can do well or not,but no matter wad my result is at least i noe i did my best and tried to put in effort.I juz had to face reality in wadever my result is...
And also i wanna wish all the best to all my fren for their result.

PROM NIGHT!!!

2009-11-19T16:36:00.002+08:00

Prom night was best ever yesterday with girlfriend.
Gf look sooooooooo hottt and beautiful yesterday,and we
are having lots of fun yesterday.We dance and laugh a lot.
I am also happy for bestie,she win the prom queen.Stay pretty and hot always ya.
I m also gonna miss her.She going to india for one month really gonna miss
u.I hope we can go out tomorrow for the last time before u go.
I hope me and gf will always be buddy forever!!!love u gerlzzz...

WHAT A DAY..

2009-11-15T23:47:00.003+08:00

Today was really a tiring day for me...
I went to Mrs eng son one month thing and then went to accompany
Fas to her friend consert which was located at,`YISHUN`.Which was really darm far.
Far is one problem but then we don`t really know where the place was actually located
and walk around yishun like mad people.We walk2 until we give up when we still could not find the place and then take a taxi to go there.It was because of that long walking now my leg is aching,until i could not go to sleep.But when reaching to that consert it was actually not really that bad, as it was really fun and funny.
Until we are on the way back home,fas keep laughing bout the joke.
Yeah,that`s for today that i get to share.FYI I MISS SHU,AIEN,ALIFFAH,SAKINAH AND JANNAH A LOX..

When we love someone deeply,
we look through someone heart but not
judged them through their appearance.
Their appearence did not give out their true
feeling but their heart does.

hatred..

2009-11-14T23:25:00.003+08:00

A lots of thing had been troubling me,lately.
I had been thinking a lot of thing lately.
I wish i could talk about this to someone as i feel like blowing off
any time.I feel like climbing on top of a mountain and shout out loud.
sometime i wish i didn`t had to know over things that i had to know,because it just hurt me deeply inside my heart.Ppl just don`t appreciate over things that they had,but instead they just hurt the person who love them the most.Sometime thinking bout all this thing,i just don`t know how to express my feeling.

What a boring day ever!!

2009-10-24T01:18:00.002+08:00

Today,there are not much to tok about.
As i was like sitting at home doing nothing.
Love kol me saying that he unable to contact me till sunday
as he is going to johor till sunday.More bored at lest if he have
he are able to entertain me with his silly joke.haiz...

Thought of finding a part time job so at least i
would not feel bored and able to spend my time more wisely
n nt rotten at home.

Always go out till i pokai.Now had to stay at home
feeling bored.

2009-10-23T02:55:00.003+08:00

To be in love,
It just feel so great,
happy,
good and all those great thing u feel in ur heart.
ur heartbeat beat faster whenever u think bout him
n make u feel all excited.
As there are someone u noe who will always be
with u ,to share those lonely life of
yours.u just want nothing but to spend most of your
time with him...hug him so tightly and to
never let him go out of your life.

Yeah, it had been two weeks never get to see him,as he is bz with his
life and i m bz with my own life.kinda kind of miss him.Nowdays it is
becoming harder for us to contact with each otheR,haiz.But we gotta understand each other in order to hold this relationship.Two more days n it is our 3rd month.love,love,love...u..

It is not only that i miss n love my buddy a lot too...hehex..

miss my girlfren

2009-10-21T12:49:00.002+08:00

Right now i really do miss my fren,
fasiha,attika,aien,shuhaidah,jannah,aisyah
really miss u guys lox. The time n laugh tat we had spent
together in school n in our 4 years journey in school.
Even though sometime in our friendship there is
upside down we are always there for each other n make this friendship more stronger.
We are always there for one another to motivate each other in our study .n i hope this friendship will still
continue on no matter where we going to be,love u guys lox..who always make my day in school wonderful without fail.I hope we get to spent time together again.

`The time that we are spent together was such a memorable moment,that i shall not forget`

I m free!!!

2009-10-12T20:02:00.002+08:00

yeah,at last i m free.I m free fron all the pressure n stress that i
m going through for all this past few month.I had study enough n wanna take a break from all this such as going out with my gf n hym...It had been sooo long that i nvr go out wif them n can~t wait.

Sometime wad we wan in life,
we couldn`t get it,
sometime we dun wan,
we get it..That is wad
we call life.sometime
life ar full of sorrow n happiness.
wether we like it or nt we have to accept
the fact.

Tomorrow i gonna find my own way to cheer
myself up.I wanna find a path that lead me to a happy
journay.Time is still early nw i wanna go anchorpoint n buy yogurt ice-cream,yum..

Before,that i wan thx my aunt for everything for guiding me my whole journey.wether i fail or pass my n level thx for all the effort that she had given me..k,lah i got to go noow gonna update my blog tmrw..

2009-10-10T02:16:00.002+08:00

Today was such a tiring day,so darm tired with high heel on n going jalan raya with my fren.But at the same time it is fun.hehex.Btw i wan to thx to aliffah who is like a teacher to me at the same time,haha..love u for doing my blogskin n help me with my maths thx a lox.I m happy one more paper left n i m done with my n level.i wan to relax it is enough of stress tat i m going through can`t wait to hang out wif my lovely frens love u n miss u..To my lovely cousin syafiqah study hard k n all the best may u pass wif flying.same goes to all fren n buddy out there.diana u too study hard,k..

2009-09-09T18:13:00.000+08:00

YES!!!At last 3 paper of n level are done with it
i m happy bt at the same time i scared of my result like seriously.
I dun wan to tink bout this 3 paper i had taken it make me very tension
n stress.sometime i feel like giving up during tat time bt b cos of my fren encouragemnt it motive me to continue.Not so happy as i still ned to study for prelim tat is nxt week seriously i can go mad.my brain feel like exploding sia.I can`t wait for Hari Raya as i wan to relieve my stress i jus can`t take it animore but still a few days need to go before Hari Raya.I then plan to go out wif my dearest cousin syaf n didi it had been so long nvr go out wif them n i wan to have fun for once before continue study for prelim.

2009-08-30T07:34:00.000+08:00

After wake up for sahur,i didn`t go back to sleep as i thought i wan to make use of my time early in the morning.There`s not much for me to tok bout today,ya.I wan go out i m bored sitting at home,wish my father can bring me out,haha..I wan hp my phone rosak,iretating seyy,Arrgh..darm phone.Tomorrow teacher day yeah no ned to study in schl n go back early,haha..That`s gd.

2009-08-30T00:47:00.001+08:00

I can`t go to sleep now ,therefore i decided to do blogging.
8 more days before my N level,`GOSH`!!I m freaking stress.
i feel my brain is going to explode anytime.There`s a lot of thing to revise especially ss,ahhhhhh.Can someone help me to relieve this stress of mine???
Jannah u ar rite i need to burn midnite oil till N level.Many things need to do till
my n level.My aunt are pushing me every night i had to do lox of revision n plus i can`t go back home.sedih seyy bt no matter wad is for my own gd,i had to think positive.To all my fren wif love,eida,aien,jannah,fas,attika,aliffah n sakinah gd luck all this week study n do revision i belive we together can do our best.To aisyah please come to schl,k.I noe u too can do it!!Its bulan ramadan i just wan to tell all the person i had make enemies i m sorie for all wad that i had done.k,i got to go now or my mum will nag at me plus had to wake up early for sahur.

2009-08-23T01:14:00.000+08:00

I am glad that i had not done a stupid things in my whole life.
or i would really regret if i had make a stupid decision,seriously
like breaking up.Thx fas for helping me really.My daily routine monday to friday is such a bored at my aunt house keep doing the same thing plus i tiring .Today fasting is great i managed to control my hunger,hahax..While fas kept telling me on the phone saying she hungry,kuat kan iman lah.hahax.It`s a gd month u noe..
SELAMAT BERPUASA TO all my dearst frend out there.For aien who ar not feeling well on last friday get well soon,i noe lambat seyy nk update.

latest update.haha..

2009-08-15T21:24:00.000+08:00

Life had been so suck for me,i had to sleep my
aunt hs till N level.I mean going there to study like
hell n nt for holiday.she even control my life gosh.
I can`t even stay bck wif my frend like
for a while.All i had to do is study,study,study..
i noe lah i m taking my n level but it is just that she put to much pressure on me.
I can go crazy..ya just forget bout this..Let`s tok bout other thing
so far life had been great in schl with my buddy.At least they cheer up
my life with all those pressure,with their joke n entertaining.haha love u all.
plus...u...hahax.The most that i am happy is that at last i had complete my dnt work
i am very happy aft suffer so much.Thx to attika,jannah,fasiha,joey n shi qi seriously they had help me a lot without them i dun noe wad will happened thx guys.btw i still own jannah her bubble tea hahax.sabar je lah jannah nxt year then i buy 4 u hahax.My relationship wif hym so far already 3 weeks n great.he had been a nice guy ever.

2009-07-26T20:35:00.000+08:00

This few days i had not been feeling well.IGLCXL;V

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today post..

2009-07-19T22:43:00.000+08:00

It had been so long that i had not post my blog,haha..
As,I was so lazy.But wadever it is here i am.
Next week till N level i m gonna grounded by my aunt.
That means i had time to go back from schl,schedule that she had done for me that i need to follow and wadever shit it is,arrgh!!
WTH!!!bUt i noe she did that bcos she wan the best for,i appreciate it.haiz..

honestly i kinda like u but its hard for me to explain this feeling
out,so ya u still had to wait for me to make up my mind.hehe..

to you about the incident i m trying to forget it but u ned to
give me sometime about it.n thx for the encouragement that u put on ur post i had read it..

yeah that`s all for today can`t wait to see my buddy tmrw.lurve u gerlz a lox

2009-06-26T00:58:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is my outing with my buddy.
I am hoping that i can join them,i really hope.
I am hoping that my dad gives his permission.Seriously,
as tomorrow is our last outing.After that all of us gonna be busy
with our daily routine especially when N level are just a few months
away.I also miss my bestfriend that had gone to overseas,so long already never see her.haha.hope she fine there.

FREAKING OUT WITH YOU!!GOSH

2009-06-25T03:36:00.000+08:00

Yesterday,I had a quarrel with my friend .....
Gosh,it freaking me out like hell.
She asking me to go out but she didn`t talk to me.Instead she talk to other people. k,its
fine i don`t mine.Then i told her that i want to go back and anyway its late.
Then she angry with me for no stupid reasons.I told her that i really need to go home
but then she walk away from me and shouted if, "you want to go home,go ahead lah".I then be patient with her bloody atittude and tried to talk to her.But then she keep shouting at me back.I then cannot stand any longer i walk away.
That night then.she sms me saying that she was sorry cause she was so tension about that guy she love.'Hello',I am a human being i still got feeling like you are.Now ididn`t know wether should i forgive her,haiz..I m tired of all this i m trying to be a better friend for her but she just does not appreciate it.I don`t know wether i am such a useless friend in her view.I cannot take it any longer ,should i just end this friendship??phew..

a fun and tiring day..

2009-06-19T17:06:00.000+08:00

ytd,I went jogging with my friend and cousin at hortpark.
We actually planned ytd to jog at Alexandra Park
but then we find it bored over there.but guess what i
jog from alexandra park to hort park it was darm tired
but at the same time it was fun.I was then lost in the middle of hort
part but we manage to find our way out.Phew!!haha..Just imagine how far our journey is..

2009-06-15T00:32:00.000+08:00

WTH!!!My brother just tore my dnt paper!!
It was freaking me out like hell,he just
tore my dnt paper that really mean a lot to me.
Right now.haiz..I just i had no idea what to do now.

Friendship

2009-06-09T00:54:00.000+08:00

What's the meaning to our frindship?
When you just don't understand me at all.
you don't even care about my feeling for once, all you know was just to hurt me.
Tell me what more shall i understand you any further.
You backstab me behind my back.It totally 'FREAKING ME OUT'u get it!!
Arrgh...sigh.

busy

2009-06-07T17:44:00.000+08:00

This few weeks i had been busy with my dnt lesson in school.
Therefore,i didn't get to update my blog.
Haiz,it was so tiring but i really enjoy the lesson
as we got to do what we want to do. So it was not really that bad in school.
I also gonna miss some of my friend that going to overseas.I hope they tc over there and have a safe journey.I gonna miss you all!!

so emotional..

2009-05-28T20:58:00.000+08:00

ytd was such a fun day..
It was our class free day and we really enjoy
our outing to sentosa.It was also quite tiring at
the same time..but tired still can hang out at vivo with my friend,haha.
we play true or dare.which was so fun all thx to my friend who dare me.haha..tk leh angkat lah.without u guys it would be bored.Today also had to come to schl for DNT..Tmrw had to go to schl again to take my report book.Which for sure I will had no mood.

2009-05-26T19:06:00.000+08:00

Oh my gosh,i flung my exam paper...
yet, it is my fault..i study last minute...
haiz, it's okay. i will try my best for my prelim exam
JIAYOU!!
I can't wait for m class trip to sentosa tmrw.. WHOO-HOO!!
sigh that's all for today..

2009-05-25T21:09:00.000+08:00

I was very upset with myself as i had done very badly for my mid-year,despite,I had study very hard for it.I just feel like giving up but I know I just can't give up like that for my parent,aunt and my future sake.I had to think all about that before i could make my decision.If i give up now then what will i be when i grow up?I just had to believe that i can do it and had a positive thinking.

2009-05-15T19:08:00.000+08:00

I am not feeling well today,and I lose my voice .I can`t really speak a lot as my throat is really painful.But then my friend tease me of my voice and make fun of me.so bad,but never mind hahax..Today I then went out with my friend to Jurong Point as we are craving for 'BAN MIAN' at the banquet over there which was so delicious.You all should go there and try out the food there.Thx to my friend shuhaidah and Jannah,who promote this food to me and now i am addicted to it.hahahax.After,that we went walking around the Jurong Point and at the same time buy birthday gift for the bithday girl that are coming this sunday.I also want to thanks to all my friend who are so concern about me that i am not feeling well.

I am freaking out!!!

2009-05-10T22:39:00.000+08:00

I am freaking out right now!!!First of all because my examination that are coming.
Second thing,was that i was stress about my friend and cousin because both of them like fell in love with the same 'guy'.oh my gosh!!Now my cousin was like freaking hate her and that guy.plus me i hate that bloody jerk,darm bloody jerk which really freak me out right now.It was because of him that our friendship like falling apart.Arrgh!!!How I don`t wish to see him anymore in my life.

Happy!!!

2009-05-06T18:04:00.000+08:00

I forget one thing to tell is that i am happy, that at last i get to remember my password for my blog .I know its lame.Today,I company Jannah to a hairdresser to thinner her hair.She look beutiful with her new hairstyle,hahax..One thing funny about her is that she thinner her hair already but she asked tha lady to thinner her hair again i wonder how thinner she want her hair to be?? Is it untill botak.hahax..joking only..

you always on my mind..

2009-05-06T17:49:00.000+08:00

Why,am i keep thinking about you??Don't tell me that i am really into you as that is going to be so impossible.As both of us has nothing related.I really hope that you will disappear on my mind,as this is really crazy.No matter what if i am into you.I will not ever,ever confess my feeling to you as i will always keep this feeling of mine to myself.All i know is that i am going to forget about you and I will try to keep this feeling of mine away.

.

2007-04-23T18:04:00.000+08:00

In my life..
I learned..
t0 Love..

t0 smile..

t0 be strong..

t0 work hard..

but i did not learn to..

Forget s0meone..

Lyke..

YOU!!

- true.lurps-

2007-04-23T17:48:00.000+08:00

d0n ever leave me
aLone here..
don let go of my hand..
d0n give your heart to her..
d0n f0rget the way we felt when the first tyme we met..
its hard for me to forget about us..
i only hope to be always be with you..
and i will be always be there rite by your side..
whenever you need me.. i will be waiting..
for a better or worst boy, i will be there with you
to be always together with you..